I don't like my computer!

I am having a hard time w/ this p.o.s computer! It kept freezing up so I dnld some updates that I needed, ran some anti-virus software... Now my computer is all ****** up! Oh what to do... No time for me to figure it out now. I think my kids need to be seperated for a while. Maybe they're just sick of each other. I'd say 85% of the time, they're best friends, and the other 15% worst enemy's. But the last few days, its been the other way around, which makes me a grumpy mommy. I'm not enjoying being around them right now. I don't like feeling like that. Do you ever have those days? Where you feel like your kids are the worst ever, and your doing nothing but repeating yourself all day? I'm sick of the sound of my voice. How many times in one day can you say"stop it. get down. don't hit your brother. time out. this is your last warning. no. don't. i SAID NO" blah. you think that they would get tired of it as well and behave themselves. I think its nap time. Or maybe mommy needs a time out :) or maybe mommy needs a few margarita's. Now we're talking.....
I'm having a wedding shower for one of my friends this weekend. I have so much to do! I'm the most unorganized person in the world. Why I voulenteer for this crap is beyond me! I have a ton of stuff to get ready. There are 50 women coming to my house! ahhhhhahhhahhaahhhh! I wanted to have it outside, so i'm hoping it won't rain. Why is it that I always feel obligated to make my house shiny clean when strangers are coming over? Or anyone really? Is that some weird thing my mother brainwashed me with? Not that my house is disgusting by any means, but whenever I have company coming, I go out of my way to clean really silly shit that no one would probably notice anyway. Its a normal thing to make sure the dishes are done and bathrooms are clean, but I get crazy about it. And then my family fears me. lol. When the house is clean, no one is allowed to touch ANYTHING. No, you can't play in your room, go outside. What do you mean, your taking a shower!? lol. It's not that bad, but you get my point.
You know what I really want to do??? Drink too much and play Texas Hold Em'. I haven't drank too much in years(i'm not kidding), and I haven't played poker in almost a month...
Anyway, I've been tagged, which i think means I have to fill out this thing and post it on my blog. I'll do that either tonight or tomarrow :) Until then lovelys, have a great day!

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