Shady...

Man, this day has turned out to be absolute shit. For some silly reason, I've been really emotional/depressed today... Thought going out w/ hubs would make me feel better, but the baby sitter thing didn't pan out. As the day progressed, I've started to feel like ass. Damn colds. And then I watched some tv show which caused me to cry for no reason. So I thought I'd call my girlfried and feel better. SHE MOVED! WTF? And not to another neighborhood, but all they way- across-the-state. What makes this more bizarre, I talk to her every day. She and her husband have been getting thier house ready to sell, so I knew that they were planning on moving, but I thought next month. When I talked to her yesterday, she said that in inlaws were driving over to see them, to talk. The inlaws also live across the state. Noticing that that was odd, I asked her about it and she said that she couldn't talk about it yet. Ok, thats fine. Told her I would call her to check on her the next day. So today I call, she's gone. So she says she still can't talk about it, so there isn't any sort of explanation. Now I'm sad. Here moves my good friend, w/ no goodbye, and no explanation. Not only am I sad, I'm worried! I'm paranoid by nature, and I have a wild imagination. Its going to KILL me to just let my mind wander. B/c of my already emotional state, I've been crying on and off for too long now. I know I'm dumb, but ever have it where once you get on a roll, you just can't seem to quit? I have that w/ giggles to. Especially at really inapporpriate times. I'll keep you updated on that whole situation. I hope she doens't leave me in the dark too long.